...the closest thing...

... and one day, today, this melody came to me...again...in several ways... and, yes, i must admit that that was the closest thing to crazy that i've ever been... but, it's there, there in the past...(ok, somedays it was able to take my bread away, to make my heart beat in slow motion)...but is just for the moment... and, since then...i was never crazy again...and, i just don' want to...i don't want to..is it acceptable? may i? is it normal?

i simply don't know what else to say, think or feel...
this is how i'm thinking and feeling today, these days..

i don't wnat bo be closest to crazy...

so cretty